May 10
heartbreak
what can I say? will this feeling of needing him, constantly thinking of him and wishing I had done things so much different go away? I like him so much it literally hurts my heart and when I see him he takes any control I have away from me. it’s amazing what 5 months of an off and on, not really understanding and not realizing what it was about relationship, can fuck up your train of thought and make you in some ways a little psycho. I guess this is what a broken heart is…sad. Everything went so fast and now it’s gone. He’s no good for me, i know. But it doesn’t stop the fact that in my heart, he will always belong.
